The book of Adams biggest surprise to me

Many of you out there may not want to  read, or hear of the books of Jasher, and Enoch, which are qualified often in the Bible, Well I  understand that, but I also know that the Current Christian Churches are so amiss and powerless, replete with rigid rule, and law or replete with wild winds of folly presented as “the word of the Lord!’

Some of you guys have read enough of my work to know where I am coming from on just about every aspect of my own life, and on Christianity in general, that said let me skip down to a new paragraph and say one more thing.

Back several years when I was a  fledgling Christian my then  Pastor the junior pastor of our local Pentecostal Church said of the communion of Christ, that is the cup, and the broken bread, that ‘we’  ‘he always brought  everyone he could into his conceptions and miss conceptions’, ‘we’  don’t understand the cup of blessing, we don’t know where it comes from and we don’t understand what it means..

Okay Joh ! ‘Here’  ‘we’ go it is wide open and clear, shouting out the glory of the living God in the 1st book of Adam. In this video, about 3/4ths of the way through I couldn’t help but  shout within my heart for the love of God when I heard this.

Thank you Lord that I had the guts to listen to this  audio book and hear.

The cup indeed is a figure of Jesus Christs blood, and Adam inaugurated it as well the broken body which is represented in the bread also inaugurated by Adam on the day when He offered God the bread and in the place where he had fallen off a mountain and bleed, where he also offered to God his own blood.

In the book of Adam, Adam offers up these two, the blood, “Adams blood, who fell from his high estate to become a living soul.” and the bread, of oblation which represented his broken body. In which God said to Adam at that time that He God was so pleased with that offering that he would use it on the day of His own sacrifice for Adams sake, and that of those who believe in Jesus Christ.

Remembering this that the scriptures do say, that Adam became a living soul, but Christ has become a life giving Spirit! There is a role reversal here, and the scripture terms Adam the first Adam and Christ the second Adam, and that If we consider this we can clearly see that Adam and Eve were in fact created in the same likeness as Christ, they were everlasting  un-spotted, clean undefiled, pure, and — Holy.

People Contemporary Christianity is so far off base and so shallow and ignorant! no wonder so many sincere men and women as I was have fallen so badly as I have!

There are more devils in the pulpits by far than saints.

If you have the courage, and if you know as I do that something has gone severely ‘wrong’ with Christianity, have a listen to this video, and may God give you ears, understanding and much grace.

One more thing, the more I come to know and understand, the more I grieve my own death, I mean the death I suffered in my  very youth which I have mentioned before, and the more I just want to grieve and cry out to God for mercy and salvation and then too the more I just want to be quite and say nothing at all that is to anyone on the earth, but just to be quiet with the Lord.

This  book, video, and this post should go viral

When you understand what I have said  please repost it

 

Fishing and Things

Remembering my previous posts  ‘My new rest, and My day, I decided to do a short update.

I had a few rough days there where I didn’t want t to write any more at all but here I am still here on sharpword.

Mostly didn’t want you guys to forget me as I’m hoping that the Lord will again begin to  pour out  more and even better things for me to share with you all.

In the mean time I  just want to say thank you all for following my writing, and I wanted to share a couple photo’s of my fishing trip with my baby brother Mike.

Me & Jack le’fish

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Mike

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As I mentioned earlier about the  two previous posts, I have since found that the electronic brain wave stimulation, ‘AVE’  is a huge help in my coming to understand my life. I have also found that the Pituitary gland stimulation is about the best  one I have used yet to date. This is a little scary, but I prayed for a long time for what I am finally  beginning to understand. And I fully believe that it was the Lord Himself who led me to these things, when He had me  look into Brain Trauma Fibromyalgia, about 4 years ago now.  Thank you Lord, still I ask for a miracle of healing  and strengthening. amen.

 

You held me…

WHEN FIRE RAGED AGAINST ME LORD

YOU HELD ME IN YOUR HAND

AND WHEN I WAS CAUGHT UP IN A STORMY BLAST
YOU HELPED ME LORD TO STAND

WHEN ALL MY HOPES AND DREAMS GAVE WAY

TROUBLES TO THE OF THIS WORLD

AND IT SEEMED TO ME THAT I WAS ALL ALONE

LIKE A BROKEN LITTLE CHILD

LORD YOU HELD ON TIGHTLY TO ME

NO YOU DIDN’T LET ME GO

YOU NEVER DID GIVE UP ON ME MY LIFE TO YOU I OWE

WHEN THE FIRE RAGED UPON MY HEART

AND I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND LORD I HELD ON TO YOUR HOLY NAME

YOU HELD  ONTO MY HAND

I HELD ONTO YOUR HOLY NAME AND YOU HELD ONTO MY HAND..
Hubert Rondeau

 

My Shepherd / the Psalm of the living; not the dead

The Psalm of the living, a Psalm of life, a guide into hope for the future through Jesus Christ.

A psalm for the lame a psalm for the weak a psalm for the humble a psalm for the meek.

A psalm for the young  and the one whose grown old a psalm  with a story a million untold.

I once was lost but now I’m found was blind but now I see

That when I had wondered and strayed afar my shepherd  through the wilderness  came for me.

HR

 

While were at it;

Something that just came up. Jesherin my youngest child recently was presented this video  at school, I don’t like irony much but Jes  used to get bullied a lot, as I did too even at the same school. This video might help someone who has been there, God knows I have suffered a lot of if from my youth to  my 40′s plus, from family, friends of family, from Doctors, from Christians, even charismatic’s, from strangers, you name it it’s like we are marked with an invisible mark the list is endless it seems.

BUT THEY ARE WRONG!!

I found this verse hidden in an obscure passage, see if you can Identify it for me if you will, it is quite humbling and well worth the search and the time to recon with it.

For who is there of all the children of – Men- that is able to hear the voice of the Holy one without being troubled?

And who can think His thoughts?

And who is there that can behold all the works of heaven and who is there that could understand the things of heaven, and see a soul or spirit and could tell thereof, or ascend and see all their ends and think them or do like them?

And who is there of all men who could know the length, and breadth, of the earth, and to whom has been shown the measure of all of them?

Or is there anyone who could discern the length of heaven and how great its height, and upon what it is founded, and how great is the number of the stars, and where all the luminaries rest?

I am sure you don’t get the connection between the video and the quote, but there is an inseparable one.

When ever one man woman boy or girl  walks on, bullies, takes advantage of steals, or extorts from any other person on  P.E. (planet earth) they are acting with either arrogance or pride. “All pride says look at me I am it and you should strive to be like me, and follow me and so on and so on!”

Hence the multitude of denominations.

Christian pride is as rotten to God as gay or any other form of pride, no such creature stands before the fire of God.

And no proud person will ever know one single thing concerning him what so ever  be he even an international ministry ‘star’.

My two sons both have bullying stories, which they wouldn’t share with me. So I told them one from my childhood stories to break the ice, they were stunned. For many years as a child I was known by my wonderful siblings as Gobbler….It was applied  to the extent that when one brother finally used my name Hubert, I barely heard it, and wondered as to why he had suddenly changed. The brother who tagged me with it particularly enjoyed mentally torturing me for a time back then it was his triumph to rename me I’m sure.

Many people in this world suffer abuse and bullying in various forms, and My God will have much good reason to wrath when He cleanses his house, and destroys all the ungodly

 

A new rest

When I went to bed last night  it wasn’t quite like my day was done, I couldn’t sleep I actually spent a large part of the night awake. But I think I have finally come to understand enough about this  disease/ disability of mine that I won’t be needing to probe for any more understanding. Now to  do as the Lord has been prompting me to do for so long…..rest, rest, rest!

Rest you hope fully on the grace that will be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ.

Two things I really needed to know: 1. The no brakes brain of this disease/ injury.  2. The no filter brain where in  everything in my life is high speed and flat out because my brain doesn’t filter anything out. Thus the imperative of resting all the time, and down playing everything. I hope I can soon  remember this and ingrain it  so deeply that I  can become a sleeper lol.

It’s  kind of funny  but I understand so much more now, like why I don’t like reading… I like writing, but not reading. I would never have known about my  handicap other than the  YouTube videos which people have made “Thanks You Tube.” Because I cant  read for more than 15-20 minutes at a time and that  can’t be technical  writing, I can’t read that at all. So a new mission  begins for me today I hope; and that is to stop trying so hard, and to rest, and just be  the me that God has made me to be in sheer hope of His  bringing me to where ever I need to be in this world. Thank you Lord For this understanding. Please help me to  enter into your rest, and to rest there forever. amen.

Note: The bottom Video I posted yesterday about the Boxers, and the HGH, and Testosterone  really did it all  the picture is finally full, I understand, and what ever else might have happened probably wouldn’t make any difference  now.

 

My day

I tried to ride my bike today  made it half a block, Hmm

Rough day ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

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My God how  long

Life in the weird lane no doubt when you can’t  keep things together and you just want to RUN!

Ugh why am I doing this?

Am I on track here?

HGH?  I took  supplements I really wanted to continue but they  adversely affected my knees to where I couldn’t walk more than a few  yards at a time..

Sitting here tonight, with a symptom  caused by the brains in ability to temperature regulate: My head feels like its boiling, even looking in the mirror  its beat red; not to worry – my vision is blurred and I cant think Ive been like this most of the day now…  Huh suck it up sunshine  is the common term right?

I told Isaac man, I wish you guys would just get out of here and stay out, but then I said I say that because that’s how desperate I feel.

But that’s not what I really want or need , what I need is someone to come inside, to come into my world and  be there with the kindness and care that we all need.

Maybe I’ve had my  portion of that care already in this life.  I sure don’t see any out there any where……

This morning I took my 85 year old mother and 55 year old brother to do their shopping and to get their meds. First thing when I got into their house my brother looked me in the face and said ‘we are taking the car!’ I was a bit thrown off,  and answered  we are? Are you driving, He’s  a bit mentally handicapped, and most times  pretty sweet, but not so much today.  I took them to the Grocery store, and  slowly walked  with mom  into the store and we began their shopping, when my body  began to tear  this way and that way inside and the pain made me  feel like tearing my own flesh apart, and  run screaming for help. It took a long time to get through her list, because I didn’t want to push  and I wanted her to  enjoy her time out of the house, and I wanted to Honor her. but by the time we were done and I brought them home again I was  in a different world and the rest of my day was in the weird zone, of  what I always thought was Fibromyalgia, Now I wonder what  is the real problem anyway?

I just seem to  keep finding out more stuff and  I wonder  what I will find next. I look because it has  seemed like  things are getting  more intense all the time and I wonder what will happen next.